who’s it gonna be for the new QAC post?

April 15, 2009

spent the whole night interviewing applicants for the new QAC post…

since i’m relatively new in this position…. seeing them in front upselling themselves makes me think how i really faired during my assessment…. nuninuninu…. but i’m thankful i got accepted nevertheless….

tired…. and haven’t done anything yet for this weeks task…. i should be focused tonight to get something accomplished! rwar!

mom’s coming home tonight…. its also building stresssssssssss

wish me luck! 

dreams

April 14, 2009

siyet! im up when i should be sleeping

had a ‘bad’ dream again….

we were at marinduque and were supposed to go to this resto to eat then my yaya’s bf came telling me that they’re getting married…

jaq had a boyfriend in my dreams too… buti nalang ndi si #@#$#$#@^

 ahehehe wala namang masama sa dream pero i woke up feeling bad… tapos last night sobrang anxious ko naman

 

hay kat anu ba naman yan! umayos ka nga!!! 

after holy week

can’t think of a decent title…

just got home from shift…

kamoteng AOTS… di ko tuloy natapos yung nicocoach ko…. rwar!

need to set my priorities na…and dapat full workmode…

ewan bat ang gulo ng utak ko….

 

hayz….. 

im up @ 3am

April 13, 2009

decided to revisite this blog….

 

i’ve been writing in my multiply blog page and not publishing it like forever….  since my cousins might see it hehehe

i know i know… theres an option to select recipients… but thats just too damn hard to do… for me at least…

 

anyway…. back to work today… after the long weekend holy week for 2009 that i spent at home with yael….

i’ve been waking up before dawn since friday and i don’t know why… argh!

last night i ha a nightmare….  i was at marinduque with mama allen’s family…. then there was a tidal wave… from a high place we were watching it destory houses near the shore….  we were in a safe place… until i realized that i wasn’t with yael…

i felt helpless… nobody knew where he was…. then i woke up…

yael was sleeping peacefully beside me….

i hugged him to death…

then he pushed me away…. 

back to sleep…

another dream (sort of nightmare?)… whats wrong with my subconcious… 

i called you again…then you said you had to get married…. this girl asked you to and you had no choice… i pretended to be nonchalant about it…. then i woke up… with angst… hehehe

now i’m here writing about it….

well… just had to let it out ….